getting blur...

i tought there are changes between us
but i found tht the changes between us are zero...
i tought finally u talk with me
but when i chat with u
u dint reply it at all
i really getting blur in our relationship
we are friends or just strangers
if u really act me as stranger y u wan to sms me
if tht night u din send me the message
maybe i hav already put u out of my mind
y u wan to giv hope to me
make me always thinking tht wat happen to us
i tried to persuade myself
for not thinking tht wat was happening
but
when i started to forget
u giv me hope again
i really just want the answer
either we are friend or not
y cant u giv me the answer
and just making me suffering thinking wat was happening....
getting blur in this kinda of relationship...

friendship

i found tht i din write here for a long time...
finally he talk to me again
although i quite happy but i feel tht our freindship is very fragile
i dunno wht is he thinking
and are we still friends...
this question i have been asking him for quite a long time
but no answer...
maybe he will feel tht i quite annoying
but i really want to know the answer...
many question mark in my brain...
i keep on thinking tht whts happening between us
is there misunderstand between us...
but i cant found the answer
fine...i cant do anything also...
just hope tht he happy always and good luck 4ever...!!